yesterday went devils bar.... fun nite last nite.... winnie drank again n her friend need to send her home... she keep hugging brother when he came w his friend... lucky vincent is not there, if not vincent will be e 1 tt been hug... hahhaha...we went back at 3am this morning... ben send me home... while i was in e taxi i was msging brother... i told him how i really feel...i told him i really love vincent so much i really dun know wat to do i feel very very "xin ku" .... he ask me to tell vincent if i really like him so much.... but he advice me to 4get it if i can.... i told him i know y he advice me like tt cause vincent is waiting 4 his gf to finish studies... n he reply me yes he was surprise tt vincent is quite serious towards relationship although always see him play play... i told bro tt vincent is e 1 tt i have been looking 4 n he told me tt he feels vincent dont suit me at all... i ask him y n he told me tt this is his feeling n he tel me e best is talk face to face w him.... i told bro tt i dont want to cause i worry tt once he know he will start to avoid me... n he finally told me tt its my choices to choose.... hai..... i really really very very "xin ku" "xin ku" "xin ku"..... can some1 pls tel me or help me how 2 4get e love tt i have for him to make it to a memory 4 ever n ever....